Late night wishes...

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A long time ago,I'd a talk with Asyraf.We talk about wishes.I think our wishes would never die even we're no longer being in this life.It's hopelessly when people dont bear in their mind.I told Asyraf about my wishes.He said that he will supported in everything I do.That's a true friend.A friend that you would never see them when you're gone.I asked him about my thoughts.

Which one would you choose if the las option was your BESTFRIEND and GIRLFRIEND?When making decision like this nothing can influence you.It comes from your rational mind.It's must be reasonable.I thought that he agreed with me that BESTFRIEND will last forever.So,would you fall for your bestfirend or girlfriend?Ask your heart and it shall answer.It comes from your weary soul not from you idle brain.

Never say goodbye to you best comrades or lover because you'll never see them again.Dont feel sorry and say a thanks to them.It's very crucial because there will never be a regret when making a decision in relationship.Asyraf told me that he thoughts my mind and way of thinking was great.

Of course I would think it's some kind of human foulness when the time when began to questioning everything.Everyone would think I'm a fool for a minutes then they will realised that something may change forever when we got the answer to that question.It's simple as we see it.

LATE NIGHT WISHES

Asyraf...

I wish that I could be with her for the rest of my life.

I wish that I could be a great pharmacists ever born.

I wish that the world could be a better place to live in.Peace forever and ever.

I wish that I'll die as a muslim.

I wish that I'll die after all my wishes comes true.

Me...

I wish that I'm always get the next wishes.

I wish that everyone could hear my voice and try to believe in me.

I wish that I can say goodbye to everyone whenever I die someday.

I wish that I could be woth her and together we will build a better future.

I wish that I could sacrifices for myself when everyone doesnt.

Fortune knocks once in every man's door

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Early to bed and early to rise,makes a man healthy and wise.Become a wealthy person is one of my dream.If I got one billion in my account,nothing can stop me from investing the numbers.

Old man saying that when you got a big money,dont spend it but invest to proper security.Investment is a long term plans.Invest now and enjoy your retirement age.Punctuality is the politeness of princes.When you doing business,time management is very very crucial.

A million dollar project could be fly away if you dont appreciate your minutes.Among the blind people,the one-eyed man is the king.So,as matter of fact,you've to stand up when everyone is sit down.Dont worry that you may lose you face but just worry when you dont have one.It worth than use your chance.

An idle brain is the devil's workshop.The master mind person know how to get along with his people.His idea is far sighted tha others.

Once in a blue moon...

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A man looking for a needle in a haystack and he thought that he lock stock and barrel.

Suddenly,his friend came and said," Do you think that you can walk away with these?".The man replied.."A well begun is half done...".

"Im stuck with You man.You've to take the cake in everything you do.It could be a runaway success.Steal the show and everything will be yours," said his friend.

This conversation could be the one of the most inspirational story ever.In the end of the day,everyone will give up the ghost.Nothing is immortal.Once live,there will be end point for them.You only lived once.

Man proposes,God disposed.The reality is God only help those who help themselves first.Find your voices and inspire others and it must a true voice comes from your heart.Soft words win hard hearts.

Welcome to the good life!

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Winner,winner,winner,dinner chicken.Sometimes,we've to set a thief to catch a thief to win the game.perhaps it's true that we must be a servant to lead the army.My grandma always saying that dnt count the chicken before the hatched but I think that we have to count the chicken first to save our bullets.Rich people said beggars cannot be choosers.Which beggars would agree with this??? Perhaps they've a better idea to build a better future for thier kids.But,their kids always showing their intelligence to be the best.Neither beggars nor their childrenhave a beautiful mind that completely at sea.What's the mean by smart people outsmart each other?? Im carried away with this things!

I'm like nobody's business

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I think I've one's hands full right now.I've to get down to all of this before get into hot water.SPM is just around the corner.3 days more to go and I've to keep one's head to face those hassles.At the eleventh hour,we shall know there's no closeshave in our journey.This is some kind of a cock-and-bull story but it depend on us how we see it.In order to excel in our studies,we have to burn the candle at both ends.When we cant makehead or tail of learning something,dont worry because there will be our time,our age to prosper.The habit of self-esteem maybe could be the best behaviour for us because it show that we've the game in one's hand.All we've to do is to keep our heart and soul for the success and never put down your head.When you lose ur face,dont be afraid to be a loser because no one realized that sometimes it easier said to be done.Rome wasnt build in one day.It needs our sacrifices and always to turn the other cheek.Well begun is half done.So,strike while the iron is hot.You dont have to steal the show because you'll draw a blank in everything.he basic principles of success consists of three main ideas.Being humiliated,wasting our time and heart broken.These 3 things we've to do away with in learning process.We've to eat one's heart out when rigth goes wrong.Keep your head up when you at a loose end.

"MAN PROPOSES,GOD DISPOSES"

Dream Will Possess Your Life

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There's also a story...

Monday,Oct 20,12.30am.

>>>Last Friday I had a dream.It's something really beautiful and I just can't forget it.I felt like it can trigger my nerve to do some extraordinarily.Some people say that every big men is a dreamers.The really believe in their dream.Either the dream that is full of vision or it's just another daydream.I dont know but my dream it's hard to believe my dream.Nobody will believe that 17 years iold schoolboy like me can think these things out.but i believed that i can and someday people will believe me of what i'm trying to say all this time.

I realized that there's some interesting ideas about my dream.It's about the coincidence between effort and hope that never die.

In my dream,I couldn't believe that someone who can push my adrenaline high is just came to me without questioning.On that time I just imagine that how lucky I am.It's happened in my classroom when i was form two.I can still remember that everyone is keep dealing with their own business and all of sudden my friend told me that the girl cam here to meet me.My heart was pounding heavily fast and it was crazing pumping through my veins.I just don't know what to do instead to runaway.But this time i barely brave and try to be confident with myself.Perhaps Bill Bernbach has doing a great job by inspiring me with his words.He once said that the man who will be in business tomorrow is the men who always believe that the world has always belong to the brave.

Then,I didn't realized that how fast she gonna approach me and the next thing I knew was she was beside me.We're so close.The best thing I could on that time is just keep staring on her.I can really feel that she's by my side now and it's was so comfortable.She asked me to tell everything that I wanna tell her.Just let it out.And by that time  i told her everything,about my feelings toward her and what it makes me suffer to wait all this time for this little precious moment.

As I finished talking,I can see that her cute beautiful smile on her face.I ask why she smiling and she said that nothing.But I guess it through her glossy eyes.It means that she's happy with me and I felt like driving myself off the wall on that moment.

We talked everything about us on that night.I wish that the moment would last forever.Then she took me to the place at the back of the class and she took several pictures and showed it to me.I didnt remember what the picture is look alike but it's very meaningful to me.A picture can give us thousands words but for me I just have one word only.It's "love".

Counting time is like exaggerate the truth

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The story continued.....

Sunday,11.28 pm.

>>>It's 22 days to go for SPM.From this moment I hope that something good or miracles will happen to me.I need strength and blessings in everything i do until the last minute of SPM.I do it for myself and my future that absolutely waiting for me.Today i learned something good from my stupid mistakes.It's my maths performance.

Sometimes i'm just too over confident when dealing with maths.This is my bad habits since primary school.I still remeber that my teacher always saying that i am a person who just too believes that my work is almost perfect i was a perfectly wrong indeed.I must take everything into account when making decision.

Cikgu Mazinah was right, i was just too young to make a good decision.There's alot i have to understand first before making a statement of truth.I have to struggle first then i'll have freedom of speech and opportunity to discover the greatness of the world around us.

I certainly believed in the logical things around me.The things such as science and maths never lies.It's upon evidence and logical thinking to make a deduction or theory.Maths and science is rational thinking.We absolutely can apply those things in our everyday life to make a better future to live in.Such thing as maths,we can use it in engineering,integrated systems,make a beautiful design,predict the weather,making decision and even solving the crimes.

The Sunday Morning On October 19, 2008,Where The Red Diary Was Written

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During the days at SMSTMFP,the days before I take SPM exams,I made a rough decision of to write a diary or maybe a like to call it a journal.So the story begin here....

Sun,12.53 am.

>>> This is the first i write this thing.I guest i'm pretty bored and maybe quite desperate now to write a some diaries.This journal i would like to call it as my self-reflection or mirror,to see how's i look everyday.Actually,i've been inspired by someone,a girl to write this shit.Yesterday I found that girl's diary so i read and i start to realised something,it's like a giant has awake to show himself on me.Something that at first will gonna change my life forever(but it's common stupid saying though..hhaa).I found the diary accidentally,or perhaps actually i'd searched for it..huhu.


>>>Every obstacles,every problem,every misery that she has to face everyday made her stronger than before and that time I was so impressed.She's some kinda who believes that nothing impossible that we can achieve everything that we want.It's all start with our dream and we have to work on it till end to make it comes true.Finding the way of suggestion whether it's good or bad it's not a big deal.It's actually depend on us of which one we pick it.Simple English,it's not about the truth,it's all about picking side.So, why we believe all those things in our life? Ask yourself and it shall give you a good answer.

Talent develops in tranquillity, character in the full current of human life.

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It's time to write about my story during schooldays.Basically this is a piece of unforgettable memories of mine.I attended SMS Tengku Muhammad Faris Petra ,Pengkalan Chepa,Kelantan on Jan 2004 and finished my studies on Dec 2008.When i look back on those days back i felt that many things happened on me during my entire schooldays simply taught me how to characterize myself and how to differs between a pen and a pencil.

People said make friends with thousands people but make enemy one.But my own version is make friends with thousands people but trust few.There are certain reasons why i say this.I'll let you think first n then have a few strikes below this post.Back then I made many friends but I only trust 3 of them which is my best friends until now.Syazwan Shafie aka Cha(I knew how he get this name..haha),Zakwan Zahari aka Pokka and Saddam Yusoff aka Sade.These 3 person are really my I-wish-I-die-when-I'm-doing-something-good-with them  friends.I shared almost everything with them and twas really pathetic when us keep apart.

Sade will gonna fly to Russia in the end of June and Pokka will fly to somewhere years later.There's only will be Cha who will spend  good time with me upon my u-studies at KL.Cha was a a very strong dude.His late mum left him on April this year.I knew it's gonna be so hard for him but everytime he talk and meet me he always pretend that nothing happened but i knew  that he tried to hide it from me.Poor him.Cha if you're reading this i just wanna tell u that i just proud of u're being my friend and I want keep it last.

I just wanna share about my story during fivers years cause years back then i couldn't any remeber that either i forgot or i want to forget those cause it's not interesting at all.It's gonna be a pretty good reason why i should write those from year one until five.uhh it's a very very long hectic story to tell ya.So,to make ti simple as posiible,I just share with you guys what I'm living during form five at SMSTMFP.To be continued.