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Semakan Keputusan Permohonan Kemasukan ke IPTA
Program Pengajian Lepasan STPM/Setaraf
Sesi Akademik 2010/2011




Sesi Akademik 2010/2011

NO. KAD PENGENALAN / MYKAD : 910718036313 NAMA : MUHAMMAD SYAHIR BIN MOHD SARI KATEGORI : N - Kategori Matrikulasi/Asasi Sains NOMATRIK : MS0911501729

TAHNIAH! Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut : KOD PROGRAM : MK23 NAMA PROGRAM : KEJURUTERAAN (ELEKTRIK) IPTA : UNIVERSITI MALAYA (UM) URL SURAT TAWARAN : http://www.um.edu.my/kemasukan CATATAN : 1) Calon boleh mencapai Surat Tawaran melalui Laman Web IPTA mulai 19 Jun 2010 dan calon WAJIB mengesahkanSETUJU TERIMA TAWARAN sebelum 24 Jun 2010.

this is story of a boy met a girl (not a love story)

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...one day,a boy met a girl..he looking at the girl..staring on her..he felt unusual...,"This girl must be someone,I'd met her before..",he said...and by that time he'd an intention to know her...frankly...

By following weeks he tried to text that girl...he really wanna her so much..he don't know why..maybe it's one instincts...actually,the girl's face looks like the another girl..(the girl that he likes and loved so much before but after knowing that girl can never accept her,he's trying to forget her..by time)

In the past there's so many things happened to this boy...he's just a silly boy who don't know much about being in love with someone..he's feelings terrific(I don't know this can be the right word to describe his feeling but I think it's ok..hehe)towards the girl...he never meant to be so but he's trying to be the best..to be a good boy..to impress others..to become top of his achievement and others..he'd tried to change..to be a better person..to be matured..to be tough in such things as feelings..

Ok,back to the story...after a moment..he had a chance to approached that girl and to know her..he's happy I think..they often had a time to study together at their college..always spent a good time together..they happy..people around them also happy..they are blessed..it's such a great joy..they like to each other..the boy always make the girl laughs.Everything they do,they happy...they get to know each other intimately..those things like sharing stories,sharing memories,even sometimes sharing their favorite stuffs..

After a few months later..this boy started to think about a serious relationship...then he asked the girl..but the girl said she's not ready for any serious relationship...the boy try to convince her in everything he do..to gain a trustfulness...then things went so well..the girl finally accept the boy as her boyfriend...

The boy loved her so much..although she's the second girl that he loved by the time he tried to give the best as he had..for him..loving someone is some kind of a very great things...he will love someone that love him and can accept him for every course...


~rasya~

The boy always expressed love words and being romantic to this girl..but the girl sometimes didn't..she said that she feels ashamed because this her first love and she's some kind of naives...the boy didn't mind..all the things he knew is just loving..no matter where they have to be,when they have to be...as long as he knew that that girl can love him,that's enough...he thanks to God..

They'd had through a hard time at their college..but one day.......the girl told a bad news to him..she's going to leave the college...at first,the boy felt very mad to her but he realized that she's also will going to leave him someday...but of course,sometimes he felt like he want to cry ....sometimes he want to laugh loudly..haha..he's insane I think..

Before the girl take a leave she girl asked the boy whether he want to continue this relationship or not...and the boy said,"Oh darling,should I compare thee to other flowers here? Thou art more lovely and more temperate...if people said that love is drug and you are my personal brand of heroin...I shall never leave you my love...".

Being in such a distance relationship is very tough for him..every single time he missed the girl very much...he don't know what to do else..but thanks to his friends at the college that always listen to him,always support him and always lend a shoulder to cry on.....

Things happened as usual..for every seconds,every minutes,every hour,every single day,every single week..nothing special happened...the boy thought life is like that...everything will go on their own course...they function well...nothing miracle would happened..everything as well as it is...life is colorful...

During his summer break..things went bad for them..the boy felt that the girl doesn't love him anymore..but the girl deny that..she said that she still love him but the boy knew she doesn't meant it...he can feel that the girl has like somebody else..maybe it's the boy from her new college..knowing that she had a better happy life there..better than before as he thought..the boy still confused of what should he do an what shouldn't...he doesn't want to break of promise to this girl and to himself...but what options does he have..he's just a silly boy..too naive...


He had to make a choice..the girl urged him to do so...she asked to let her go..she want to be free so that she can enjoy a brand happy life at her new college...the boy just don't have any reason to hold her anymore..he had to let her go..it's pathetic..sigh~



sometimes...love can be wonderful for people who live for it...

sometimes...love could be tragic..for people who never meant for it..

I never think about the future,it come soon enough..

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It seems very long time I didn't updated this blog..I don't know..maybe I don't have time or maybe I won't..many things happened to me..many things changed..many things taught me..many things made me think..

Sometimes we need to change..for a better life..a better future..Me,myself looking to make changes in my life..I got to be brave..raise my voice to be heard..but sometimes I did stupid judgement..sad to say,it always ruined me..I got a feeling to this girl..I remembered it's very long time I waited for her,,,knowing that she won't me..this feeling makes me feel like I'm fool enough..looking at somebody else happy with their own life..

Suddenly,I think..why I must wait her rather than looking for the other girl..there so many pretty girls out there..so I made a decision..I must turn..knowing that she never think about me and why I must think about her..Turn away,that's the best thing I could at that time..

Time past by..when I entered kmm,I met a girl,,,her MUDly looking remind me to her..when I see that girl..I just couldn't lie to myself that I still can't forget her..WHY SHE ALWAYS IN MY MIND...!!! I really don't understand..this trick cannot be explain in terms of physics and chemistry..it's has no reaction nor force..

And now,,,everybody's changing..and I changed also..I just wanna to apologies to everyone that I taught I ruined them..Especially to her..If you're reading this blog,,I just wanna u know that I'm really sorry for everything happened in the past..thank you.

the times

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paradox of time is just simply can be explain like this...when you sitting with your girlfriend on a bench for an hour you just FELT that you'd sitting with her for just a minute only...then or otherwise..when you sitting on a hot bench for a minute only you rather FELT that you'd sitting for an hour..in facts it's our definition or idea or perception or impression or what ever we called it about time..when we feel that it's just too long then it will be and vice versa...

~the further of distance we could see through Hubble telescope,the further we could see of our past time~

I woke at 8 this morning and..ARRGGHH..my pains just bothered me to start a brand new day..(perhaps)..if you think that everyday is a brand new day then you just seize every moment of the day..

Planning?? I think I'll finish my maths and chemistry and physics(and means intersection and intersection means I've to do all of them) After that..hmm maybe just hanging around at the library and if lucky I can meet "twin sister" today...

"TWIN EFFECTS"

Can't remember my old days at smstmfp because it's just too pathetic to me(really?? maybe just my feelings only)..honestly there's a few things that always made me down at that time..it was just my foolness that I'm always thinking about the irrelevant points of my studies..I was just too lazy to study for SPM papers..I was just too stubborn won't hear anything from my friends+teachers+family..and when the day has come it was clear that I'm totally wrong..

so now I can say that this is my "renaissance" time(I'm not sure this is relevant for me)..everything I'm doing now is just to get highest achievement of my life..I just keep on my top priorities and start to learn of how discover new things and apply that(if possible)..

sometimes....

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sade~a die hard supporter

ka n cha~good listener.optimistic

sometimes we cannot define the true meaning of friendship...

sometimes...

..it may be short..for those who can't wait his friend dating with someone...

..it may be complicated..when you feel in deeds everything you say thank you and i'm sorry...

..it may be costing..when you help others buying movie tickets..

..it made you disgusting..when he can't give a ride to you..

..it may be ended..when you consider she's your apparent girlfriend..

..it may be nothing..when he stabbed your back...

sometimes...it's always comes out with a good thing when you have a good friend..a long lasting friend...

matrices life

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...my current profile...

Life is about options..if that so how many options do we have?? Perhaps a new idea should be create in order to explain the true meaning of life.Some people say life short..and the others think that it's depends on how you define it.The truth is out there and seeking for it is just compulsory for us...To move forward in our life we must make a choice.Whether it's right or wrong it's always would be future..so turn left right left right first before your make your choice..

And now I'm at malacca matriculation college doing my matriculation year..this is my choices and I really happy with..being here is just like a place for me to correct my mistakes during my high school years and I've so many great opportunities to discover a new things in my studies..I just felt I'm at the right place and at the right time..

4.0 is my top priority.I willing to push away my wants and desire in a few things and change a lot than before.I must be faster than lecturer and do all the tutorials at the some time try to improve my English since I'm going to sit for MUET test..Honestly sometimes a few things always bothered me and I didn't know how to avoid those feelings/thoughts..and it is..hmm..

"Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving attention it deserves-Albert Einstein"