By following weeks he tried to text that girl...he really wanna her so much..he don't know why..maybe it's one instincts...actually,the girl's face looks like the another girl..(the girl that he likes and loved so much before but after knowing that girl can never accept her,he's trying to forget her..by time)
In the past there's so many things happened to this boy...he's just a silly boy who don't know much about being in love with someone..he's feelings terrific(I don't know this can be the right word to describe his feeling but I think it's ok..hehe)towards the girl...he never meant to be so but he's trying to be the best..to be a good boy..to impress others..to become top of his achievement and others..he'd tried to change..to be a better person..to be matured..to be tough in such things as feelings..
Ok,back to the story...after a moment..he had a chance to approached that girl and to know her..he's happy I think..they often had a time to study together at their college..always spent a good time together..they happy..people around them also happy..they are blessed..it's such a great joy..they like to each other..the boy always make the girl laughs.Everything they do,they happy...they get to know each other intimately..those things like sharing stories,sharing memories,even sometimes sharing their favorite stuffs..
After a few months later..this boy started to think about a serious relationship...then he asked the girl..but the girl said she's not ready for any serious relationship...the boy try to convince her in everything he do..to gain a trustfulness...then things went so well..the girl finally accept the boy as her boyfriend...
The boy loved her so much..although she's the second girl that he loved by the time he tried to give the best as he had..for him..loving someone is some kind of a very great things...he will love someone that love him and can accept him for every course...
~rasya~
The boy always expressed love words and being romantic to this girl..but the girl sometimes didn't..she said that she feels ashamed because this her first love and she's some kind of naives...the boy didn't mind..all the things he knew is just loving..no matter where they have to be,when they have to be...as long as he knew that that girl can love him,that's enough...he thanks to God..
They'd had through a hard time at their college..but one day.......the girl told a bad news to him..she's going to leave the college...at first,the boy felt very mad to her but he realized that she's also will going to leave him someday...but of course,sometimes he felt like he want to cry ....sometimes he want to laugh loudly..haha..he's insane I think..
Before the girl take a leave she girl asked the boy whether he want to continue this relationship or not...and the boy said,"Oh darling,should I compare thee to other flowers here? Thou art more lovely and more temperate...if people said that love is drug and you are my personal brand of heroin...I shall never leave you my love...".
Being in such a distance relationship is very tough for him..every single time he missed the girl very much...he don't know what to do else..but thanks to his friends at the college that always listen to him,always support him and always lend a shoulder to cry on.....
Things happened as usual..for every seconds,every minutes,every hour,every single day,every single week..nothing special happened...the boy thought life is like that...everything will go on their own course...they function well...nothing miracle would happened..everything as well as it is...life is colorful...
During his summer break..things went bad for them..the boy felt that the girl doesn't love him anymore..but the girl deny that..she said that she still love him but the boy knew she doesn't meant it...he can feel that the girl has like somebody else..maybe it's the boy from her new college..knowing that she had a better happy life there..better than before as he thought..the boy still confused of what should he do an what shouldn't...he doesn't want to break of promise to this girl and to himself...but what options does he have..he's just a silly boy..too naive...
He had to make a choice..the girl urged him to do so...she asked to let her go..she want to be free so that she can enjoy a brand happy life at her new college...the boy just don't have any reason to hold her anymore..he had to let her go..it's pathetic..sigh~
sometimes...love can be wonderful for people who live for it...
sometimes...love could be tragic..for people who never meant for it..
