It seems very long time I didn't updated this blog..I don't know..maybe I don't have time or maybe I won't..many things happened to me..many things changed..many things taught me..many things made me think..
Sometimes we need to change..for a better life..a better future..Me,myself looking to make changes in my life..I got to be brave..raise my voice to be heard..but sometimes I did stupid judgement..sad to say,it always ruined me..I got a feeling to this girl..I remembered it's very long time I waited for her,,,knowing that she won't me..this feeling makes me feel like I'm fool enough..looking at somebody else happy with their own life..
Suddenly,I think..why I must wait her rather than looking for the other girl..there so many pretty girls out there..so I made a decision..I must turn..knowing that she never think about me and why I must think about her..Turn away,that's the best thing I could at that time..
Time past by..when I entered kmm,I met a girl,,,her MUDly looking remind me to her..when I see that girl..I just couldn't lie to myself that I still can't forget her..WHY SHE ALWAYS IN MY MIND...!!! I really don't understand..this trick cannot be explain in terms of physics and chemistry..it's has no reaction nor force..
And now,,,everybody's changing..and I changed also..I just wanna to apologies to everyone that I taught I ruined them..Especially to her..If you're reading this blog,,I just wanna u know that I'm really sorry for everything happened in the past..thank you.
